when, if, and after I make.
it lets me become something else than what I was before.
I’ve been this here for a long while now, and now I want to be something more.
the entity I dreamed of being, I cannot wait anymore, so now I take courage.
I take a leap, hope that this will place me somewhere other than here, somewhere I longed-
I pray that I can stay this way, untill I get to the place I’ve longed to be, for far too long.